‘I have become afraid of my own memories’

At a thousands of funerals in funerals in the last 15 months, saddles of bright oranges around the world.

Vesto is often well-dressed and marked by dust, sometimes blood pressure. They are a government protection, the biggest gaza work.

In all Israel, the government protection had a problem with life and the dead. Together with a Gazula jacket, saved will take some of the worst functions.

And he has grown a tree. On the first day of Monday Monday, the agency said his saved workers had been killed and 319 injured, some who have an injury to life.

When you have shriveled its, where the dead is burned in their bodies.

Shame Al-Shah Al-Shah-Shahnobi, 24-year-year-year-old Shazi.

“We hope to show God that this man has done his good and soul, that he saved others.”

Israel killed Palestinians more than 47,000 in Gaza on Gaza on the argument – especially women and children – as well as a medical interview, who are the numbers of a medical relationship with UN. The recent Lancet Medical Concrecal surveys saw that in the execution of executed in the nine, the titled Minimum of the Century of the lying.

From the weakness that has begun to work last week and hold. But because to save people in government workers, the other part of their work is beginning.

Agency estimates that there are more than 10,000 people who put under the largest sea of ​​Gaza. The number is established for the information being collected in all the battle of each of the houses damaged by Israel, and the organization already knows.

In areas received by Israel’s beliefs during destruction, has no details in detail and they trust alive places in place to help them. In Tel-Hawa near the city of Gaza on Tuesday, the AL-Shaghnobo found another man’s future man.

“He told us that the dead were healed, but there was an older gentleman, a baby with a baby left,” al-Shaghby said.

“Fortunately he wear a common cock about a pool and we were able to dig a luxury litter,” he said. “And under us, we found three forsakes that are like the description.”

Al-Shaghnobi will make the following the following batures in sharing experiences in a lot. Even though they take a lot of photos, some show the horrors of its own and the young participants faced.

Another movie will show him under the trash, and is tightened firmly the baby’s body around another young child, who is alive. Some photos sent to BBC showing a saved version.

“You have to be numb as time goes on,” Shag-Shagnoobi said, in changing Gaza City. “But I have been terrible. I feel so pain, not less. I’ve seen 50 my fellow’s friends die before me.”

As the first of the Jewish class was released from Gaza, in exchange for Israel’s prison, Israel’s management described the keys to their feelings.

But for those who are facing danger to Gaza, such help is very limited. None of whom he saved the BBC this week from Gaza said she was counseled.

“We all want this,” said to the member of the 25-year-old minister, a refugeers in the 25-year-old Gaza, “but no one talks about it.”

Lifi, a man who has had an agency for six years, has a son and son and son at home. “When I pull the baby’s body out of the trash I’ll be losing the same generation as my son. My body shivers.”

Although advice would be very much found, “Al-Majudices, Personal Security of the Government of the Government of the Government living with his parents in Gaza.

Al-Majadalets reported to return to their house between Shifts worked small, lists, constant, “because I am afraid of my memories”.

“I’m alone now,” he said. “I don’t really talk to what I’ve seen. But I see that my whole body is strong, and I need more help because things are growing.”

The local staff appeared from the outside as heroes, al-marydi’dii said. “But they don’t see what’s going on. In the middle of a fight with him.”

When the roof begins, new images born in Gaza showed all destruction, especially in northern Entchlave. The security security of Mahman Mahmoud Ba said:

The virus security calls Israel to be deliberately monitored and destroying cars and devices in the homes – a root against Israel refuses. Delivered workers told BBC who had been working straight with the easiest tools and had a few vehicles. “We have very little weapons that we want to save a government protection,” Al-Majambals did.

The Commissioner’s adviser said Friday was able to recover 162 bodies from when Asssebfury started about a week.

Anexious Offer should warn that restoring the bodies can take years, due to lack of weapons, and what seems to be 37 million tons.

The amount of time the dead people are limiting an identification. In Europe in European Euries Kuuna Younis in southern Gaza, people were looking for dear this week between hospitals and slept outside of white sheets. In most cases, the only way was in a shoe, clothing or other results.

“I believe that I will know my son, even though his face is empty,” said, ASOOU, who is the ASOOUSESSOSOR, 18 years old.

“I realize because I am his father and I know a million people well,” he said.

Atoour would have been sure that Mahyyud would have been taken prisoner, said, but she planned the dead to the day until she knew. “Every time to bring timber will come,” he said. “And if I see my son I will lift him up between other bodies and carry them.”

NISREEN SHAABAN ARIEVE A SHARE 16, who said he left their house to get rid of 15 minutes and did not return.

“I have opened everything here looking for clothes he wearing, trying to smell her odor,” said. Were surrounded by human life. “I feel like I’m in the grave,” she said. “It’s a city of danger.”

A state security of the state of nearly 3,000 people may be made in a bomb, and stole some families at their end. But there’s more than that still needed to be healed.

“These people must be present and respect,” Shaghnobi, saved said. “This work is waiting for us. What we want to weapons and we will do it.”

Muth al-Khartib and Amr Ahmad Tabash helped this report.